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Aug 14, 2005
"Behind These Hazel Eyes"
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breath
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't break
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into peices
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
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How am I currently feeling? I think you can kind of tell by listening to this song. True, this song is about a breakup, and thing is, im not feeling too happy right now, but it's not because of a breakup so no worries there haha. I don't know, just not feeling too happy...but yea...I kinda want to just break down right now haha, I want to cry...but even though my eyes were very teary today (for some odd reason, it keeps getting watery, not crying watery but just watery) I don't think I explained it too well...haha oh well...
As you can see...I highlighted some words from that song, just some words that I think fits my mood right now haha... whoa. so colorful haha, feeling better now haha
This is probably a record, I don't normally update my blogy this much within this short amount of time...oh well... now you know how bored I am ^-^
That's it for today, thanks for reading.
Posted at 08:38 pm by shweetenshuga
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Aug 4, 2005
ok, summer school is officially over, i just finished my diploma exam yesturday and so totally flunked it but eh whatever. if i do really bad ill just retake it in january. i just have to make sure i still remember the stuff i learned over the summer >.< ack. anyways...i have absolutely nothing to do now, i crammed my learners test the day before diploma because they said i have to have a picture ID with a signature on it in order to write the diploma. SO STUPID! i'm just glad i managed to pass the learners test. and you know what? after finishing the learners test, i dont get a picture id, i get a huge piece of paper with my signature on it. and yesturday during diploma, i used my school id and it works! so now, i have nothing to study for, so bored >.< what am i going to do for the rest of august?? attempt to get behind the wheels and actually learn how to drive?? probably, but whoes got the time to teach me? hah- no one. haha. anyways...gonna go, bai baiz
Posted at 12:10 am by shweetenshuga
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Jul 29, 2005
WAAAASUUUUUP!!!!!!!!!!!! 6.0
BRIGHT COLORS ENJOYING THE SHINE!!! SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET~~~ hahaha, its been a while dudes n dudettes, but either way, doesnt matter if you're a guy or girl, ill call you a DUDE anyways hahaha. awsome~ keep it simple lalala. SUMMER SCHOOL IS ALMOST OVER!!! ONE more day! One more exam! and its ALL OVER!!!!!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
so stupid, today, the multiple choice test hahaha, people were shouting answers out, and of course, answers were given anyways, just in a different way haha. and of course, the teacher doesnt know about it hahahaha.
After the test we all left, kathie and I went to Vic to search for a gym that we're going to write our exam in, and omygosh, that person playing on the piano was awsome! and then we missed the bus to southgate and so we took the bus to kingsway and we end up missing the bus to southgate again. so stupid >.< haha, what's even more stupid is we got lost at Macewan hahaha, we went up the stairs and went the wrong direction and kinda got lost haha. so stupid. and the hallways were so dark too! its so freaky haha. and by the time we got to the classroom to get our marks, the teacher was gone and the lights were off >.< so now in order to get our marks, we have to phone the teacher -.-;; apprantly, he gave his number to everyone -.-;; anyways...done with that
getting lost in macewan and running around the school was tiring, and then we end up walking to BBT -.-;; thats like 10 blocks, well approx. and we had to walk ALL the way back to downtown because we missed the bus. O.o exactly how many buses did we miss today? more than you can count. haha, so tired >.< I'm glad its friday, and a long break before the diploma exam.
speaking of diploma exam, im doomed. As of now i still cant find a ID card with my signature on it. still searching for my passport, and i dont have my learners yet -.-;; people are telling me to start studying for the learners now and pass so i could have a learners ID card. but thing is, i didnt even start studying and i have like 3 days to cram and hopefully pass the test. which is stupid, really stupid.
kk, enouph of this stuff, ill just end the entry now, so long, i hope i didnt scare anyone hahaha. bai baiz ppls -
Posted at 02:15 pm by shweetenshuga
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Jun 18, 2005
EAMS!! >.< oi, spelled it wrong. its suppose to be exams... sad. anyways, need to study for bio. next topic. KOREAN MUSIC IS BACK!!!! hahaha, i had such a hard time figuring which song to put on this page. oh, by the ways, i hope you people can read this green font haha. i dont want to blind you people with green font haha... you know what...ill see if i can find a better green that will be easier for your eyes... ^-^ i think this is much better, its not as bright as the one earlier hahaha. anyways, enjoy the music ^-^
Posted at 11:37 pm by shweetenshuga
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May 27, 2005
1. YAY!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UN Debate is finally OVER!!! sweeeet hahahaha- up next - final exams -.-;; sad- very sad-
2. HAPPY BIRHTDAY MAY (JEH JEH)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! happy birthday sweetie!!! ^-^ haha
Happy Birthday to YOU!
Happy Birthday to YOU!
Happy Birthday to MAY (JEH JEH)~
Happy Birthday to YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Your're ONE special girl hahaha YOU BETTER REMEMBER THAT!!!!!
3. got pushed into the pool at city hall twice- got soo soaking wet haha - and it got cold, and i was standing in the SUN!!! soo getting a tan -.-;; >.< dont want a tan yet!! i didnt think id be getting tans so soon, i was thinking of in summer - but then its stupid because who the hell decides when they want a tan? me. -.-;; so stupid - anyways, i dont care anymore, already getting one so it no longer matters haha. by the ways - from now on, bring extra change of cloths just in case you get pushed into the pool again hahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
4. wow, i sure have a lot to write today hahahaha, today is such a fun day, though the morning was boring, but afternoon part of the UN debate was soo funny hahahaha
5. running out of stuff to write about already hahaha- so lets say im done typing here for today hahaha
6. BAI BAIZ and have a NICE DAY!! SWEEET hahaha!!!
Posted at 07:38 pm by shweetenshuga
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May 23, 2005
hahaha, >.< trying so hard to find the same font as 3.0, so stupid...dont remember which one it is - HOH- why didnt i think of just going to that one and match it!?!?!? <ignore me if you dont understand what im thinking right now haha> anyways....NEW SONG ON MY BLOGGIE!!!! wahahahahahaha, so happy about that haha, then you wonder what happened to shinhwa and se7en and just korean in general, haha. ahhh...im turning more and more fobi everyday!!! >.< chinese all they way! yea people!!! now you seriuosly wonder what happened to korean *sigh* ill get back to them eventually, but until then, listen to CHINESE MUSIC PEOPLE!!!! hahaha <that is just so freaky>anyways....hope whoever that lands on my pagie likes the song hahaha, bai baiz ^-^
Posted at 12:30 am by shweetenshuga
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May 14, 2005
Wahaha!! I hope you people can read this font, i know its really light oh wells haha. hehe Se7en!! wahaha lastest song from his latest album ^-^ wahahaha music music and lots and lots of music!! haha, ill never get sick of music wahaha, anyways...
AGH!!! UN debate!! >.< so much work to do... :( would anyone like to finish the rest of the research and stuff for me? :D haha jk jk, im not that mean, ill finish it all on my own, well only my part haha, im not gonna finish someone else' work, i dont have the time to do that much *sigh*
hm...what next...so bored... *sigh* shinhwa background is gone again, replaced with a blank with words, words, and more words. so boring haha, ill just end it here bai baiz ^-^
Posted at 10:56 pm by shweetenshuga
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Apr 24, 2005
Shinhwa's BACK AGAIN!!! 2.0
YAY!!! SHINHWA BACK AGAIN!!! new albums out and going to be ^-^ SWEET!!!
album already out includes 'If You' - from Minwoo (^-^) and 'HEY DUDE!' - from Shinhwa!! and a new album coming out soon in 5/12/2005 !!! wat is it?? SHIN HYESUNG VOL.1!!! yes- he's having a new single out now whee wahahahah!!!! oo neways bsides these shinwhwa stuff <yes theres more stuff>
Ayumi Hamasaki has a new album out too!!! 'Step You' is wat its called <as you can see, that's the song that is playing right now wahahaha>
any ways...i think thats it for now, sooo bai baiz ^-^
Posted at 03:09 pm by shweetenshuga
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Apr 1, 2005
I did more stuff today with my blogi! haha, i deleted all the entries ive made in the past except for the latest ones, feels kinda strange now >.< haha. especially since i hardly ever come here anymore. But might as well do something since i have it, and since i have nothing better to do (...actually i do...but >.> it can wait ahahaha...) looks like this will be the longest entry so far hm... it seriously feels strange writting in here. Feels like im writting in a journal and making it public to everyone >.< wahh- i think that would be too biggi of a step haha. No worries, ill NEVER put anything TOP SECRET in here haha. EVEN if you really really really badly wanna know lol. shhh all my top secret stuff will be in my journal, written using pen, in a book. NOT typed out in pretty colors like what your reading right now haha. ^-~ hehe. :P
Cant believe school is going to start again, its too soon. >.< i still want my holiday, no homework and lotsa tv and music wahaha. owells. ill just scare myself and whoever thats reading this right now. once this spring break ends DUN DUN DUN!!! FINALS!!! wahhhhhh >.< *sniff sniff* im not ready for exams yet, im sure no one are, im also sure that everyone is expecting it to come soon anyways. but- just a heads up! MUST WORK HARD after spring break!!! YEA!!!! ((o(^-^)o))
Anyways, im outs now bai baiz
-Eeffae
Posted at 08:29 pm by shweetenshuga
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Mar 29, 2005
IM BACK ONCE AGAIN!! WAHAHAHA after forgetting my username ANd pasword wahahaha!!!
Posted at 10:43 pm by shweetenshuga
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